How can I to permit that you go???

I said that would be my thoughts here
Things that I have written
since we fought
So, more one, times ago

You think I lied to you
How could I let you think about it of me?
How can I leave you dont to want to talk me?
I cant to leave who I love go
I cant to leave it all to have this end
what can I do to you dont go?
I dont want to live the anguish to lose you
If I could catch the first plane until you
You fills my heart
What will I do with these tears that want to roll
I cant support them
you're everything to me
Dont tell me to dont talk you
I'll always love you
I need to see your eyes
They tell me secretly of passion and love, my fairtale
I cant to imagine I dont talking you
If the words that I wrote weren't enough to tell you
Nothing could to be so painful
Because i dont forget anything memories

I wrote this when you stopped talk to me...
There is time ago...


I never wanted to be the kind of woman who does everything the boyfriend wants
especially when the requests are of the life of each
everyone has their different habits
I always thought that people could have friends, to talk,to work, your leisure, and doesnt need to do everything together
also, I never liked about a person who behave as trained
So I was very proud of never letting anyone to impose on my life.
I never thought that having differences could cause fights
I've never kissed anyone, while talking to you
My love was greater than any distance
My only dream was to finish college and I will go find you
I never go out with another guy.
Even with his suspicions and evidence that I was talking to other people in poker
It's was only talk.
But now that you dont want to talk me, I see how is bad to have proud, because to try to have something That really doesnt matter While everything that I love is leaving me
I dont wanna leave you
You are more important than anything to me
You are special
My Lover Eric

Come and get what's your
Give me your hand I will take you through my dreams,
I'll take you by the wonderful places that I dreamed be together you.
Come with me and live the most beautiful love story.

Sit by my side and Feel the wind touching your face.
I'll make your breakfast and you will wake up with a sweet kiss.
I want to come into your life again and be part of your every wish and all your secrets.
Let me take care of you.
Let me love you.
Let me be a little about you.
Let me be happy

Now, just its missing 6 months to i finished my university...
and all my dreams keep with me....
I dont forget you...
I wanted you trust me for just one more time....

Helo

I've been thinking you all my days...finally, I'm from vacation at university, like december when i've had you.... I miss you...
I remember our days, and i dont think anymore...
the life is bad without you....
now i understand sometimes you said me
I can sorry and change everything
I wanted to see his smile again
it is very beautiful
My Vindiesel....
I know I'm the right girl for you
Dont forget me....
You'll always to be my lover
I'm sorry for everything I have done and hurted  you...
I never wanted it....

I      WAIT   FOR    YOU...


Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry
Just let me love you
Could we just hold on long enough?
I  miss you.....

ALL MY LETTERS

You dont know how I miss you....Its is so much
I've been wanting to talk to you
but I dont think you would answer me. MAYBE
maybe you miss me...
maybe you'll read this words one day....
bacause I deciced, I wont keep a secret these fellings...my letters
they all are here from this now, day by day... I'll post my thought...
all I have written and I have been writing....
like I always wanted you...
maybe i havent told some things to you, but
I dont forget you 
You, Eric, in my heart you will remain
And I don't know how, I don't know why
I Can't help but love you